I am dead inside

 Love has given me pain again and again,

no hope to recover again;

My feelings are gone,

my bad luck has won;

I may look happy and say i am fine,

but i am dead inside;

Everyday i cry,

tears dwell in my eyes;

I try to find love,

but it wants to get rid of me;

 A feeling of getting my heart ripped apart,

i can't see through cloud of sorrow with a broken heart;

I want to do a fresh start,

but i cant decide where to end , where to start;

I feel numb every moment,

it makes me scared;

I am not scared of darkness neither of sadness,

because these are my companions for the rest of my life;

Leave me alone so that,

 i can cry all night long;

This is my life,

i don't know whether i am dead or alive;

May be this is a dream,

that will be over soon;

There is no point of dying,

because i am already dead inside.