Love again?

Everything was great,

Every moment was divine,

Then the bad luck struck me,

Made my life hell in a single moment of time;

I couldn't believe the things I saw,

I couldn't understand what I heard,

I couldn't speak the things I wanted to say,

As it was the worst moment of that day;

Now, when I think of love,

I think of her,

And I wonder,

Would it happen again,

Would i believe in love again.

Past

The moments of caring,

the moments of loving,

the moments of hugging,

the moments of kissing;

All i have to forget,

An era gone so fast,

to become my past,

to be forgotten with the passage of time,

painful it is but nonetheless fine;

Her memories still haunt me,

still they make me cry,

her memories would be with me for infinite time.

I dream of you

I dream of her, every day every night every hour,

she is the angel from heaven, she is a beauty,

you can't compare her to another women;

She makes my heart beat so fast,

as if every breath would be my last;

Though she doesn't even look at me,

The only place i can be with her is in my dreams;

Here i am trying to sleep,

to meet her in my dreams.

New Life

Last two years were amazing but a lie,

trying to find the meaning of life;

looking for love and trust,

but difficult to find;

The pain is my friend,

sorrow is my new partner;

no love only hatred and pain;

living my life is like dying slowly ,

every moment filled with pain;

Forgetting her is as much difficult,

as forgetting all the memories,

it seems as though,

i can't love anyone else again,

I have kept my past aside,

hid my pain under my smile;

because this is a fresh beginning,

my new life.

The truth about human beings

Human beings have survived everything from wars to extreme conditions for centuries and yet we live to see the world. It is that survival and adjustment capacity that has made us survive unfavorable times. The rapid technological development in last century has changed our life in unforeseen manner. We have become greedy, we are polluting earth with no concern about the future generation. We want to change the world and we seek it outside. There won't be any change unless we do it on individual level.

On one hand there are politicians who are filling their pockets in the name of public welfare and on the other hand there is public which doesn't even get their basic needs fulfilled. The want of more has degraded our morale and we fallen into the pit of darkness. We don't care about the negative impact of our actions on someone else's life, we only look for our happiness. We are saddened by other's happiness and crave for what others have.

Can we change this world by our positive actions? Yes, we can and we have that capacity to change it. When we look into Indian history then we see a lot of people "common people" who brought an end to the wrong traditions of society.

We have to become that change to change this world and reform the society or change the thinking of people .

Joy of reading Books

A companion which never  leaves my side,

a dear friend i can say with pride;

When everything seems to be  mundane,

i want to read again;

Sometimes i am a lover, sometimes i am a businessman,

I dream of that while reading a book with a plan,

even after reading hundreds of them,

 i want to read again;

A great away to forget my worries and my pain,

some happiness to gain;

A wonderful way of investing time,

it is not wrong neither it is a crime;

An experience which great and divine,

for a lonely heart as mine.

Angel

My life has become worst and i am lonely,

sometime i feel God has cursed me only,

how come everyone seems to have a partner but me,

Like being trapped in a room, God please set me free;

What is the purpose of my life i don't know,

I think it is to live alone and die alone,

to go with the life's flow;

I feel miserable all the time,

left with dreams that won't be mine,

Waiting for the day i will shine,

The day i would be on cloud no. 9;

Maybe I deserve to be Mr. Lonely,

To be killed by life slowly and softly,

People say life is very short,

for me it is unbearable and contort;

I am left with no choices,

but to wait and give my best ,

I have to pass this test,

i have to complete this quest,

to find my angel ,

to find someone special.