Angel

My life has become worst and i am lonely,

sometime i feel God has cursed me only,

how come everyone seems to have a partner but me,

Like being trapped in a room, God please set me free;

What is the purpose of my life i don't know,

I think it is to live alone and die alone,

to go with the life's flow;

I feel miserable all the time,

left with dreams that won't be mine,

Waiting for the day i will shine,

The day i would be on cloud no. 9;

Maybe I deserve to be Mr. Lonely,

To be killed by life slowly and softly,

People say life is very short,

for me it is unbearable and contort;

I am left with no choices,

but to wait and give my best ,

I have to pass this test,

i have to complete this quest,

to find my angel ,

to find someone special.

I want to see you happy (quiero verte feliz)

I had the best moments with you,

Never thought  promises that you made won't be true;

 I did let my heart rule my mind,

I had eyes but still blind;

I believed everything that you said,

Never thought everything would be a lie;

It is neither my mistake nor yours,

In love everything is fair;

I will keep you in my heart,

but not in my life;

Don't come back to me when I'm gone ,

You had your chance and you blew it;

No one is perfect, neither you nor am i,

Maybe with him you would be fine;

I wish you could be mine,

A dream so divine;

I wish you live with him happily all your life,

Now i just want this because i want to see you happy.

Tuve los mejores momentos contigo,

Nunca pensaste que las promesas que hiciste no serán verdaderas;

Dejé que mi corazón gobernara mi mente,

Tenía ojos pero todavía ciegos;

Creí todo lo que dijiste,

Nunca pensé que todo sería una mentira;

No es ni mi error ni el tuyo.

En el amor todo es justo;

Te mantendré en mi corazón,

pero no en mi vida;

No vuelvas a mí cuando me haya ido.

Tuviste tu oportunidad y la arruinaste;

Nadie es perfecto, ni tú ni yo,

Tal vez con él estarías bien;

Ojalá pudieras ser mía,

Un sueño tan divino;

Te deseo que vivas felizmente con él toda tu vida.

Ahora solo quiero esto porque quiero verte feliz.

Darkness in my life

Without love my life was fine,

No happiness, no crying;

I got greedy for the first time,

Was trying to get that can never mine;

Did not know what I was trying,

Trying to feel love that was never mine;

When I think about that time,

Feels like I committed a crime;

An ocean of pure water in Sahara Desert,

I was trying to find;

Was hoping for an island in the middle of ocean,

Gave it too much devotion;

Was searching for water to quench my thirst,

Did not know that I was cursed;

Was trying to get drunk with wine of love,

I did not know that later it would hurt;

Was trying to write my name in her heart,

Did not know her heart was like sand,

My name was blown away by wind;

Loving her was like shouting on hill,

You can listen to only your sound ant then it is still,

It just broke my will;

She took out all colors from my life,

Leaving only darkness in my life.

La oscuridad en mi vida

Sin amor mi vida estuvo bien,

No hay felicidad, no hay llanto;

Me puse codicioso por primera vez,

Estaba tratando de conseguir que nunca pueda el mío;

No sabía lo que estaba tratando,

Tratando de sentir el amor que nunca fue mío;

Cuando pienso en ese momento,

Se siente como si hubiera cometido un crimen;

Un océano de agua pura en el desierto del Sahara,

Yo estaba tratando de encontrar;

Esperaba una isla en medio del océano,

Le dio demasiada devoción;

Estaba buscando agua para saciar mi sed,

No sabía que estaba maldito;

Estaba tratando de emborracharme con vino de amor,

No sabía que después dolería;

Estaba tratando de escribir mi nombre en su corazón,

No sabía que su corazón era como la arena,

Mi nombre fue arrastrado por el viento;

Amarla era como gritar en la colina,

Puedes escuchar solo tu hormiga sonora entonces está quieto,

Simplemente rompió mi voluntad;

Ella sacó todos los colores de mi vida,

Dejando solo la oscuridad en mi vida.